Horowitz says, "The struggle is when you wonder why you started a company, it is when people ask you why you don't quit and the fun fact is you don't even know the answer"
The fan on my TUF finally quieting down, but my head is still spinning.
The hard thing about listening is that sometimes the smartest people give you peacetime advice when you're actually in a war.
Everyone said me to wait. They said to play it safe, not rushing things, to let the product mature before making the big move which was ofc a logical sense. But I didn't listen. I pulled the trigger anyway. It's scary because if I'm wrong i'm the only one to blame but waiting felt like dying in a slow death. Horowitz talks about "The Struggle" - that feeling where you don't know if you're going to make it and your stomach turns. I sat with that feeling all day.
The rest of the day was just...... leading bullets. NO MAGIC.
It was indeed just me infront of my screen fighting with that arrow-rs PR squashing commits, and trying to fix the logic that shouldn't have been there. Then I had to switch brains and do the NLP assignments for the college. It's weird trying to build something massive while still ahving to worry about teh homework LoL.
I'm drained. My back hurts. It's already midnight but standing still is just another slow way to rot and I'm not ehre waiting for the end.
Good night, keir *_^